I'm doing a lot of rethinking, wondering if I really am who I thought I was and if I really believed what I thought I did. Ideally that's good, people need to rethink all that, but I don't think I'm handling it as well as I could be. I guess I feel like I'm not strong enough for questions like that.
For example I'm just not able to say "Yeah, this is who I am, and screw you if you don't like it." Which helps when you're deciding, I think. I'm more like "Maybe this isn't who I am! And if you don't like it, I'm sorry, I'll change!"
Which is more personal than I usually get here, but there you have it.